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My Dearest of Watchers,
I have been on the website for an entire year... meeting new friends, exploring new ideas, and advancing my career as an artist. I have improved greatly in terms of art and spirit, my eyes have been opened to a whole world of possibilities that I could never have imagined. Without the tremendous support from hundreds of people on this site, I would have quit long ago. First of all, I would like to mention all of those who have led with exceptional feats of friendship and all of those who I have gained enormous amounts of respect for because of their words and actions.
1) StarlightHL
Your words of friendship from the near beginning of my life here was truly heart-warming, giving me a sense of warmth and comfort. Thank you for placing your trust in me, as I have placed mine for you. Thank you for giving me the chance to enjoy such a beautiful friendship, I wish you and KipAnimations have the strongest bonds and most inclusive of friendships for years to come.
2) Scarlet-Hawke
Your support and association with my profile began with the name "Smosh," didn't it? Now that I have gotten to know you better, I can see how you cope with your daily life and how hard it must be to stay strong. To think that you can be that strong, I am glad you are on my side as a friend and ally. You care about what happens to me, and I know that you're there to support me, and I will be there to support you too.
3) Tienala
Your words and support, usually daily, help me regain my confidence every day, giving me a new flame in my heart, day-by-day. Without it, I would have lost my self-esteem and ability to deflect pain. Thank you for filling an essential role in my life as a motivator and close friend.
4) RedtheKitsune
Your presence and ability to make the website feel more friendly are truly astonishing, after you post a comment, I feel more welcome on this website, knowing that there are people like me who built friendships from scratch. Thank you for being a friend and a kind-hearted commentator. Since you mentioned it, I will be proud to meet you someday...
5) xxwhitewolfxx3
Your critiques, words of advice, and ability to reach out and help others is uplifting, knowing that you put so much effort into helping others, I wonder if you do the same for yourself. You are a beautiful person who gives me a sense of community and courage. I am truly grateful to know you.
6) LupaWolfe
Your comments, advice, and support have me believe in myself and give me a sense of strength and self-esteem. Ever since the beginning, you have been there to support me, you have not faded away. Thank you for being there for me, for being a friend and a warmhearted person.
7) make-tracks
Your words, attentiveness, and constant kindness are all that I need to feel better in an instant, whenever you send a comment to me, I usually don't reply because I always want to see it in my notifications box when I turn on my phone. Thank you for giving me nothing but kindness and opportunity.
8) CrazyCriitter
Your faves and your expressive comments revive my soul and give me a sense of gratitude for your kindness. Although we have not talked much for the past few weeks, I am still appreciative of your kind actions in the past. You are a unique person, who has a kind heart and a strong will, I am grateful that you are my friend.
9) Nasnency
Your expressive words of kindness and warmhearted intent always enlighten me and brighten my day whenever I see them in my notifications. Not only are you an amazing artist, you are a human being with one of the biggest hearts I have ever seen, never let anyone ever tell you otherwise. You are an amazing person and an admirable friend.
10) xRedIvory
Your notes, comments, and words of kindness give me an extra reason to wake up in the morning, when I was going through an extremely rough patch, you were there to talk it out with me. You are an amazing and beautiful person with an incredibly bright future. I, sincerely, thank you for being my friend, although I am not always around to say it.
11) TheOutli3R
Your kindness, notes, and belief in me give me a sense of sheer happiness, knowing that made you happy meant the world to me. You are an amazing artist and a truly kindhearted woman, whenever I see your words in my reply section, it always melts my heart to see and read. I am grateful to have you as my friend.
Now to introduce those who were kind and generous enough to give me a chance in the world, men and women who are outstanding inspirations and extraordinary in terms of motivating me and being another reason for me to go on living...
1) NamelessCoyote (For being an inspirational motivator and warmhearted friend, and for giving me that gift art of Niko)
2) TheraMutt (For being an inspiration to me as an artist and offering me an art tablet)
3) KashiBoi (For being an amazing friend and superb artist; I would love to do an art trade with you)
4) Zoba22 (For giving advice and resources for my art and the kindhearted comments on my drawings)
5) Wildfire-Tama (For giving a chance to impress you as an artist and giving me a sense of artistic progress in life)
6) makazemafuu (For giving me a sense of community and comfort in a vast world and inspiring me with your unique art)
7) Shintoism (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you, and for being an amazing artistic inspiration)
8) Fairloke (For making me believe that Walt Disney Animation Studios watched me on my Deviantart account! XD)
9) Cineera (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you and for inspiring me with such impressive art talent)
10) AryaBehsk (For being an amazing friend and inspiration and giving me that beautiful drawing from the art trade)
11) StardustAndrew (For enlightening me in the world of 3D animation and supporting me in my early months of Deviantart)
12) rusayak (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you, so I can hope to become a better artist and author like you)
13) BlueTigerDesigns (For giving me a sense of gratitude and giving me a chance to improve in what I love to do best)
14) BlueHeart417 (For making me believe in myself and lifting my heart when you watched me)
15) SheltieWolf (For giving me joyous feelings of triumph when you watched me, making me believe in myself as an artist)
16) RaqiWolfrica (For giving me words of advice and inspiration, motivating me and raising my self-esteem)
17) eos-jaguar (For letting me know, that I am not the only one who likes ferals with guns, and for being an amazing friend)
18) Therawolf (For being an amazing friend and a kindhearted person, your words and emoticons warm my heart to see)
19) dragonJez (For being a caring friend, leaving kind words to let me know that you are thinking about me)
20) Kakria (For being an amazing artist and an amazing friend ever since the beginning)
21) GlitchyBitz (For being an awe-inspiring friend and for giving me a chance to prove myself to you as an artist)
22) Rikunni (For inspiring me with your unique artworks and for, indirectly, motivating me in one of my darkest times)
I am grateful for each and EVERY one of you, words CAN NOT express the sheer pleasure of knowing you and the glee of having you as supporters and friends. EVEN THOSE I DIDN'T MENTION, I still have all of the more gratitude for all of you too. All of you are different, all of you have different personalities, all of you have different talents, but most importantly, all of you have huge hearts that are capable of CHANGING peoples' lives...
Thank you for changing mine...
I wish that ALL of you have a prosperous and bountiful year of fortune and solace!
I wish you all the BEST of luck in everything that you do.
Thank you for everything...
Sincerely,
Joshua R. L.
I have been on the website for an entire year... meeting new friends, exploring new ideas, and advancing my career as an artist. I have improved greatly in terms of art and spirit, my eyes have been opened to a whole world of possibilities that I could never have imagined. Without the tremendous support from hundreds of people on this site, I would have quit long ago. First of all, I would like to mention all of those who have led with exceptional feats of friendship and all of those who I have gained enormous amounts of respect for because of their words and actions.
1) StarlightHL
Your words of friendship from the near beginning of my life here was truly heart-warming, giving me a sense of warmth and comfort. Thank you for placing your trust in me, as I have placed mine for you. Thank you for giving me the chance to enjoy such a beautiful friendship, I wish you and KipAnimations have the strongest bonds and most inclusive of friendships for years to come.
2) Scarlet-Hawke
Your support and association with my profile began with the name "Smosh," didn't it? Now that I have gotten to know you better, I can see how you cope with your daily life and how hard it must be to stay strong. To think that you can be that strong, I am glad you are on my side as a friend and ally. You care about what happens to me, and I know that you're there to support me, and I will be there to support you too.
3) Tienala
Your words and support, usually daily, help me regain my confidence every day, giving me a new flame in my heart, day-by-day. Without it, I would have lost my self-esteem and ability to deflect pain. Thank you for filling an essential role in my life as a motivator and close friend.
4) RedtheKitsune
Your presence and ability to make the website feel more friendly are truly astonishing, after you post a comment, I feel more welcome on this website, knowing that there are people like me who built friendships from scratch. Thank you for being a friend and a kind-hearted commentator. Since you mentioned it, I will be proud to meet you someday...
5) xxwhitewolfxx3
Your critiques, words of advice, and ability to reach out and help others is uplifting, knowing that you put so much effort into helping others, I wonder if you do the same for yourself. You are a beautiful person who gives me a sense of community and courage. I am truly grateful to know you.
6) LupaWolfe
Your comments, advice, and support have me believe in myself and give me a sense of strength and self-esteem. Ever since the beginning, you have been there to support me, you have not faded away. Thank you for being there for me, for being a friend and a warmhearted person.
7) make-tracks
Your words, attentiveness, and constant kindness are all that I need to feel better in an instant, whenever you send a comment to me, I usually don't reply because I always want to see it in my notifications box when I turn on my phone. Thank you for giving me nothing but kindness and opportunity.
8) CrazyCriitter
Your faves and your expressive comments revive my soul and give me a sense of gratitude for your kindness. Although we have not talked much for the past few weeks, I am still appreciative of your kind actions in the past. You are a unique person, who has a kind heart and a strong will, I am grateful that you are my friend.
9) Nasnency
Your expressive words of kindness and warmhearted intent always enlighten me and brighten my day whenever I see them in my notifications. Not only are you an amazing artist, you are a human being with one of the biggest hearts I have ever seen, never let anyone ever tell you otherwise. You are an amazing person and an admirable friend.
10) xRedIvory
Your notes, comments, and words of kindness give me an extra reason to wake up in the morning, when I was going through an extremely rough patch, you were there to talk it out with me. You are an amazing and beautiful person with an incredibly bright future. I, sincerely, thank you for being my friend, although I am not always around to say it.
11) TheOutli3R
Your kindness, notes, and belief in me give me a sense of sheer happiness, knowing that made you happy meant the world to me. You are an amazing artist and a truly kindhearted woman, whenever I see your words in my reply section, it always melts my heart to see and read. I am grateful to have you as my friend.
Now to introduce those who were kind and generous enough to give me a chance in the world, men and women who are outstanding inspirations and extraordinary in terms of motivating me and being another reason for me to go on living...
1) NamelessCoyote (For being an inspirational motivator and warmhearted friend, and for giving me that gift art of Niko)
2) TheraMutt (For being an inspiration to me as an artist and offering me an art tablet)
3) KashiBoi (For being an amazing friend and superb artist; I would love to do an art trade with you)
4) Zoba22 (For giving advice and resources for my art and the kindhearted comments on my drawings)
5) Wildfire-Tama (For giving a chance to impress you as an artist and giving me a sense of artistic progress in life)
6) makazemafuu (For giving me a sense of community and comfort in a vast world and inspiring me with your unique art)
7) Shintoism (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you, and for being an amazing artistic inspiration)
8) Fairloke (For making me believe that Walt Disney Animation Studios watched me on my Deviantart account! XD)
9) Cineera (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you and for inspiring me with such impressive art talent)
10) AryaBehsk (For being an amazing friend and inspiration and giving me that beautiful drawing from the art trade)
11) StardustAndrew (For enlightening me in the world of 3D animation and supporting me in my early months of Deviantart)
12) rusayak (For giving me a chance to prove myself to you, so I can hope to become a better artist and author like you)
13) BlueTigerDesigns (For giving me a sense of gratitude and giving me a chance to improve in what I love to do best)
14) BlueHeart417 (For making me believe in myself and lifting my heart when you watched me)
15) SheltieWolf (For giving me joyous feelings of triumph when you watched me, making me believe in myself as an artist)
16) RaqiWolfrica (For giving me words of advice and inspiration, motivating me and raising my self-esteem)
17) eos-jaguar (For letting me know, that I am not the only one who likes ferals with guns, and for being an amazing friend)
18) Therawolf (For being an amazing friend and a kindhearted person, your words and emoticons warm my heart to see)
19) dragonJez (For being a caring friend, leaving kind words to let me know that you are thinking about me)
20) Kakria (For being an amazing artist and an amazing friend ever since the beginning)
21) GlitchyBitz (For being an awe-inspiring friend and for giving me a chance to prove myself to you as an artist)
22) Rikunni (For inspiring me with your unique artworks and for, indirectly, motivating me in one of my darkest times)
I am grateful for each and EVERY one of you, words CAN NOT express the sheer pleasure of knowing you and the glee of having you as supporters and friends. EVEN THOSE I DIDN'T MENTION, I still have all of the more gratitude for all of you too. All of you are different, all of you have different personalities, all of you have different talents, but most importantly, all of you have huge hearts that are capable of CHANGING peoples' lives...
Thank you for changing mine...
I wish that ALL of you have a prosperous and bountiful year of fortune and solace!
I wish you all the BEST of luck in everything that you do.
Thank you for everything...
Sincerely,
Joshua R. L.
Who even reads these?
Offline for a while. If you want to clear me out as a watched artist, do so, I no longer have any hope or faith in humanity.
I'm still doing art. I'm studying at university. I hold two jobs. And I have absolutely no one to call my friend or anyone to lean on.
If I wanted to take my own life I could, but I'd hurt the people who rely on me.
As even they fade from my life, I have no reason not to die. So one day, you'll see me be gone for weeks, and you'll know why.
I was never forgiven. Only forgotten.
Sincerely, no one special.
My Broken Heart [Important Update]
[Please attempt to read everything from beginning to end; at least read the ending statements which are the most important. All help, faves, comments, or signs of life are infinitely appreciated]
Hello, everyone. It is me, a forgotten, worn-out artist with a list of dreams that he has failed to accomplish within the past few weeks of inactivity. Through my long, hard journey in school and family life, I have found that I am flawed, both personally and mentally, in my quest for taking time off and relaxing, I have realized that taking a break from deviantART was the worst mistake that I have ever made.
By exiting deviantART and leaving my mu
My Emotional State [Important]
[Please attempt to read to the end; at least read the ending statements, they are important; I hope you will understand]
Returning to deviantART is a harder job than I remember, and the pressure that comes along with everything is incredibly daunting, and sometimes, even support seems very low. All of my unfinished projects and half-baked friendships have come back to haunt me, dating back nearly 4 to 8 months. Yes, I understand that I failed to do many things that people have asked me to do, and I feel the brunt of it, I take the sting of defeat and the bitter aftertaste of regret.
Now, obviously, I should have expected that being inactive
I officially announce my return to deviantART!!!
I will make this brief for the sake of time... so I can get these art pieces started xD
Yes, yes, it is true, I have been feeling really depressed and moody lately, but I have made peace with my demons and now I am returning to a life of happiness and routine. Life doesn't go in the way that I had want it to go, but now I realized that things don't always go my way and it is time that I have accepted that. It is time for me to grow up, move on from being 13 years old and move on to adulthood, preparing for bigger and greater challenges.
And now, with the moving process done and many fears set aside... I guess you can expect me again! I know
© 2017 - 2024 smoshgoshjosh
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Woah, you met so many amazing people! You're so lucky but I know you deserve all the love in this world <3
But hahah, yeah it started from thinking about Smosh! (Anthony left though so it's not the same *cries* )
But thank you so much for your friendship, I know you can be strong as well and you can get through everything! I believe in you
And I'll always be there for you if you need me, even if I'm busy feel free to hit me with a note and I'll be there in a heartbeat
But hahah, yeah it started from thinking about Smosh! (Anthony left though so it's not the same *cries* )
But thank you so much for your friendship, I know you can be strong as well and you can get through everything! I believe in you
And I'll always be there for you if you need me, even if I'm busy feel free to hit me with a note and I'll be there in a heartbeat